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I had to do all of this while in grief and being under like like this isn't the most Forgiving crowd, you know, like when when you're having a shit day, definitely not the worst. It's crazy it's crazy because it's such a Like you're so exposed and you're so vulnerable as a fighter and the fans might be the meanest well and yes There's so mean and but I I feel like I have the best fans too like I have the ones like the ones who really Ride or die and like I'm so proud of them. But um Like I didn't even start doing my own social media My my husband did my social media and so all of a sudden I get thrown into social media And how social media works when I'm at my most like low Vomible is all that shit. I didn't know you're not supposed to I'm looking at it like investments, right? Like I'm like, oh, here's the stock. I'm gonna put money into this stock and let's just see how it turned out And then I was like, oh and I think the first person that ever told me not to do that was Callen like later. He's like never read the cup. What are you doing? Yeah, Brian Cal does a rich shit He's like don't read the comments, but I'm like, well, how will I know how I did? He's like just fucking no in here Yeah, you know from your peers. You're no you'll know from your coaches and you'll know you'll know well I mean it sucks when you know like six hours later You wrote some shit that people are taking wrong or I mean, it's like an opportunist situation They like wait for you to fuck up and they're like, oh I'm like, you know, I didn't mean to say that or you know That's not how I meant it or whatever but it's hard because everybody's text looks the same. Yeah, the text that you would get From a holly home or someone you respect versus a text that you get from some fat slob sitting there eating Cheetos farting into their hands Same person like it looks the same as on text But it's just you're gonna get like some people that just want to hurt your feelings Because they suck and their life is terrible. Like I've never met a hater that's doing great Like there's no no haters that are like man. My fucking life is awesome But you know what? I like doing I go on YouTube and I just go make comments that are just trying to hurt someone's feelings I just try to cut them to the bone say fucked up shit about dead relatives and what they did wrong Those people are all just losers just fucking losers, you know, I mean, there's just no way around it That's all they are is it was so foreign to me because I mean in wrestling like I did wrestling and I did soccer volleyball swimming like I never ever heard anyone be discouraging like no one ever came to me and was like fuck you you suck Yeah No, it's like you wouldn't get that Yeah, someone who was a fan or someone even if someone's from an opposing team and like she ain't shit They're just saying that because they want to beat you, you know, it's like but the the haters that you're dealing with online They just there's a lot look life is fucking complicated It's hard to get right and as you're seeing with your very difficult career There's there's a lot of like decisions to be made there's you you can fuck it up You got to build back up again try right and you're a smart person who's strong and successful for losers Life is impossible. It's impossible and so they go through life just angry and depressed and sad and Failing at everything they do but they still have a phone or they still have a laptop and like you fucking can't you fucking loser? And that's what you're getting. That's where you're getting what you're getting all that anger You don't even know this person why they angry at you because they're angry at life because life has fucked them in the ass That's why they're angry. They're angry at life because they got dealt a Shit existence right they have bad genetics. They have a bad family. They have a bad job They live in a bad neighborhood. They have bad people around them. They feel bad Everything's wrong and but they still get to talk they still get to talk shit and they still get to type things type mean things out That's that's why you can't read comments because it's fucking the only thing you could do is inspire With your work with you what you do and you do that already, you know, and you're a human being you're gonna make mistakes You're gonna do things right you're gonna do things wrong and you're gonna have these epic moments and you're gonna have these failures Cuz that's just a part of like doing things that are complicated But you can't read the cards you definitely can't take them to heart noted. Yes Noted it got me good a couple of times like it'll fuck up your day. Yeah Yeah, yeah, I can't tell what that happened. It's sad because Those people that are doing that they're in pain There's the only reason why they would lash out at you like that. They would know I'm just telling the truth You just can't handle the truth Even if it was the truth the way in which people say it and the reason why they're saying is because they want to hurt your feelings They're not being kind, you know, there's a lot of that going on today I mean even then even in the media the way people tell stories and write stories and write articles about people It's like they're not This is it's not just that they're trying to tell the facts and explain what's happening They're trying to cut people down and hurt people and it's this is I mean I wonder how much of it has to do with the fact that our fucking president does that because it seems more prevalent now than ever before that seems like there's like a trend and I think a lot of like One of the things about the president whoever the president is is like there's some people that are not gonna listen to anything He says but there's a certain amount of people that are gonna take his actions And use it as almost like a barometer. Yeah example of how they should behave and how this country behaves. It's like He's the top dog and when the top dog is insulting people all the time and saying shitty things and still can be successful Yeah, it's it lets people know this is how you want to get ahead want to get ahead You got to do like him and then they they go out and act like assholes, too. Yeah, it's a bummer. So anyway